Tuesday, January 18, 2011

The Demands of Future...

I close my eyes tight shut
To block the thoughts away-
They close in around me insidiously;
The future lies before me
Heaped with happiness and love and gifts,
He stretches his arms,
Welcomes,lures, flatters,pulls;
(But) Beneath his decorative veil
Are drops of silent mockery
And maps of calculated deceit
And a hideous game of hide and seek.
Life gets baffling, choking me
Emotions and passions ooze out unhindered.
The sun rises-
And still the future plays tricks on me.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Another ordinary day

Its a dismal day. The heavens seem to be grieving. An icy wind relentlessly slices the atmosphere, sending strange shudders through my skin. The cawing of the agitated crows, and occasional barks of a mournful dog are the only sounds reverberating in the otherwise taciturn neighborhood. The gloomy silence is momentarily broken by the tired honk of a rickshaw or the rhythmic plops of cold water in an empty bucket. The grey colours have painted a poignant picture of paucity, devoid of any vibrancy. the monotony of life drips and gathers thickly in the whole neighborhood, affecting anyone and everyone with its lethargic pace. The cawing of the crows continue, filling all sinews, captivating the senses. Life is stagnant.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

I Have Sinned

A few lines composed very rashly but emotionally.

Strange ominous shapes cascade through my vision
My life is a fragile vessel, filled to the brim-
Punctured with hideous thoughts and recollections.
The slightest prick has burst the bubble of emotions.
The oozing liquid spells out "CATASTROPHE".
The claws of frustration viciously scar my conscience.
I try to sleep; the searing pain slice my head.
Drops of water feel like paradise in my parched throat.
Memories come to me, about what I committed: A sin.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

The truth behind the holyness of the ganges

The beauty of the sight was what attracted me the most. The snow laden peaks of Shivling and Bhagirathi, the howling of the wind and the mighty river gushing out mercilessly from the mouth of the creepy cave. The whole scene was reminiscent of a water colour landscape. Picturesque. I was enchanted, needless to say. Being a Hindu, the holyness of the river was too clear to be avoided by my eyes. But a little more observation revealed a few facts, which would have got unnoticed had i let myself be carried away(it isn't easy to control oneself in front of such beauty). I was reminded of our Hindu tales of king Bhagirath bringing the Ganga. Miraculously, the Bhagirath peak towers magnificently over the mouth of the Gomukh cave. It is said that the Ganga was caught in Mahadev's "jata". The mesh of clouds floating above reminded me of a saint's shrine. What was more intriguing was that the clouds looked more like pure, holy, smoke as if an yagya was being performed. Off course, I wouldn't have been able to imagine all these-the story was in my head-i was just matching and comparing and like a jigsaw puzzle it all fit.

What i wasn't convinced about was calling it "maa ganga" or "ganga ji". Its nice to give respect to nature's own gift but why can't people imagine ganga as"beti" or a child. After all, the tremendous force in which the river is rushing out is closer to a frolicksome but daring child, rather than a serene, understanding, caring, loving, mother. The upper course in the mountains is much more beautiful and natural than the middle and lower courses in the plains, torn apart by barradges and dams.

And if people love their"maa" so uch, why do they have to throw all kinds of rubbish like ash, "pujar ful" and all other residues of each and every hindu ritual ino their "maa's" lap?